it always amazes me how people see the world thru their own narrow vision when i feel a world so much bigger ever emerging but hey those are generalities.....it's good to be true and the kind of honesty that propelled me into saying Barbara was the love of my life keeps me sane..it was lovelust beginning in 1962 and because the marriage "codes" were intact..she was married to Geo. Stevens...free love didn't kick in till 1965 and the pill and the Interstate being finished so everyone could leave home..that is unless you were black forever and so had no codes of family life like strict white colored people....the idea of honesty has saved me...i remember when Jan told me in new york,1965 "I've been seeing a guy at work"...and I told her in Hollywood ,"I've been seeing twenty one women at play." The difference wasn't between faithfulness or unfaithfulness but between WORK and PLAY...she felt guilty..I felt joyed..in fact I see most of all the women I've ever "known"....their kids have been raised on my music...it's funny you talk about "loss"...I never saw it that way...I don;t feel I've ever "lost" anything...I mean don't lost and found go together???....now that I've found you writing legibly and coherently and with a humor about you...what have I lost? You were the most beautiful of that house of Cherie, Diane ,you and two Afghans..but unreachable...plus my desire for Barbara was coming to fruition as she had three kids...an older daughter..i had three kids...an older daughter...she was harried and i gave her the house on Longridge to stay in...it was a total disaster....she left geo. Stevens for Oatis Stephens (?) who was understudy for Jim Ragni in HAIR....Diane reminded me couple weeks ago of the time we took Myrtle Diane's mom to see HAIR in Hollywood and Ragni mooned Myrtle in the audience..got off the stage..walked up the aisle singing let the sunshine in and took off his pants in her face.....Barbara's a good kick off point for my romances...rose-manses? with women....Barbara the Barbarian...what a dummy she turned out to be....cursing Oatis for leaving.her for Heather MacRae...Heather MacRae left Oatis for Woody Allen and was featured in All you ever wanted to know about sex but were afraid to ask..or something like that...."But Barbara" I would argue"YOU'RE the one always screaming FREEDOM..he's just exercizing his "freedom"..."two out of the three kidz with Jan turned out to be jerks....I will go into the details about Andy...he e-mailed me few years back....had written a play ..wanted me to get it to David Geffen because of my "stature" in the biz....I had to laugh..at the time I was with Muggsy Suggs....she was 26..I was 62...you can see her picture on the dot biz site...Jesus painted on her body..large tits....the legend...stare into the eyes of Jesus for the milk of human kindness....organized religion of the judeo-christian pursuasuin has pervaded all my "stuff"...the songs are anthems that are only now being heard thanks to the NET and people bored with Dylan who has completely sold out...I've given out...so I get to win and kick everybody[s assl...you sell out if you have an out to sell...you give out if you have an out to give.....Muggsy and I had just broken down on the highway and were dancing waiting for the AAA....i didn;t feel like I had any stature in the music biz that mattered that day.....now I can't escape it..everyone else is dead....I don't think you have the grasp, Valerie.of events past your own old way of thinking..like..that there is such a thing as "forgiveness"....it's a two sided coin you will admit;..forgiving and fortaking..I am for taking this opportunity for giving you hell and now I will open your eyes to events that a public not just a pubic can hear...you know the old story ..if you love you survive and surpass survival..if you try to make someone jealous..I mean I had no idea you had such feelings for me...I figured we were both on a perpetual rebound..I remember when we first romantically "connected"...we were lying in the back of Bird.my old red VW van...Mac was driving..Mac and Ann our favorite Basil MacDavid...we're still in touch..he tells me the greatest jokes I sell onstage....Chuck slick ass was on one side...you were in the middle..I was on the other side.....I had just finished a concert in Memphis at Memphis State Univ....I thot it was supposed to be a show straight thru and was shocked when they said I had to do two shows...the place was packed...about fifteen hundred people...for the second show I had to wing it almost exclusively and it turned out to be the best show maybe ever//the people stood;;;I mean such a standing ovation..I left the stage and walked straight into your face in the first row and stared at you and you had this shit-eating grin on your face..but then you always had the best way of describing the natural smiles of "all Hollywood" back then as "snarls"....you were way ahead of your time my little Bee starlet//people call me Bee....all my girls are Bee girls.....so Basil was driving down to New Orleans and you turned away from Chuck and we played kissy face all the way down Highway 61 visiting Cosimo Matassas Bar in the French Quarter.....Ann Wood..Basil's girlfriend was the mother of Cindy Wood......Cindy owns Vaughn's Bar in the ninth and.....we took a bath once in Baltimore..we needed one .we were so dirty....Kermit Ruffins and the Bar be cue swingers play there every Thursday//he imitates Louie Louie Louie....the song about bathing with Cindy is on this album I have to complete Dylan's idea of "Bringin' it all back home:"..mine is Bringin' it all black ho' ........Christ Valerie...we're back together...like Jesus said ..something about...being re-untied with family in heaven..who knows..the point is...I was exhausted from so much romancing and so by the time WE..you and I connected..Christ weren't YOU exhausted too..??? apparently not..I mean you REALLY hit bottom..I could NEVER have any regard for Nick but hadn't learned yet that the ARTIST IS THE PRODUCER...Michael Nesmith dropped THAT one on me when he produced (financed) my seventh album Roast Beef.....Nik could NEVER see the GENUIS ( always put "U" first)..the GENUIS in Uncle Jesus and Auntie Christ...christ NO ONE COULD..only NOW are people starting to "catch on" to stuff said on albums forty years ago....it's between Helen Reddy and me for domination of the world songwise between man and woman.......bold statement there..but in sho biz there's always going to be that "couplin" system..that's what's got the Muslims phucked up with my coming as the Second Christing of Come....don;t try to absorb or drink all this in at one hearing..just break down Helen Reddy to HELL AND READY and see where women said..or SHE said "I am strong I am invincible....hey wait a minute ..no one;s invincible..so here I am.the MAN.that's my song from The Thorn....bringing everybody together..just waiting for the time when there is a NET that EVERYONE can be caught in//like Jesus said, "CAST your NET on the other side.." hey make that UDDER side and capture all the cows....if you have a bitch about anything I get ALL the bitches...who the hell is Michael McLean...good thing he isn't privy to this e-mail..I'll kick his dumb ass.the THORN and Children of Light are e-merging as the greatest albums inarguably of thr sixties...all the rest are group mish mash attempts at individuality;;as Tiny Tim observed when he first heard the Thorn in Oct 1968.."Hmm..mister Rose..it's between you and Mister Dylan...." now that dylan's dead.. of course old people like you will always have affection for dylan;'s songs..but lately he's been doing commercials so he and they don;'t really count when you consider religion and the struggle with Islam which you don't.....you'll enjoy where all this is going...and I'm sure you'll keep reading my web sites...there's Joe and Naked Natalie on Biffrose.com...let's see..ah yes..women...i don;t understand your lumping thorn and jan and terry and etc..all that "stuff" in some kind of "loss" column..so Andy e-mails me cuz he's written this play he wants me to get to Geffen....cuz Geffen writes in The Rise and Rise of David Geffen page 23 how "Biff Rose was my first musical signing in Hollywood". I never signed anything with Geffen and I have to raise everybody on the planet to tell the truth so Phuck Andy he's an ass hole and not my son at all...if you want money,fame,power,glory..then I get to kick your ass....Jan said that last time when I called to speak to the kids.."They're not allowed to see you and I wish you were dead." and "keep sending the check, Buster." Fortunately she's Czechoclovakian so I keep sending the CZECH just to BUST'er...Christ poetry has saved me from sharper chicks than that Slav...all these chicks who come back apologizing....you're the first....they'll all be getting in line.but it won;'t do any good;;sins against the spirit are NOT forgiven...as the old saw goes..in THIS life or the next....but hey since we all heard Jesus forgave all the sins..then there must be only SCENES for the Second Coming which is electrical and musical not personal....you're not forgiven, Valerie...I loved you and still do... there's nothing really to forgive....I just couldn't give ALL my love except to the Barbarian.;Barbara I see now represented the FIRST of the coming Barbarian...the woman's Lib.the Feminist that would be INVINCIBLE or try to "dominate" "something:.....tsk tsk tsk..they all fall for inferior men, boys really..and have desperately sad experiences...the Niks of the world die....Nik told me once he had no style..boy was that ever true....no substance either...I feel you earned all the sadness you've been thru and the bad talk in the street..the hatred I canot abide...when I hear Sevah talk what can I say.he wasn't there/when I hear about "little nick"..I say..but...or I will say..WILL SAY..hey wait a minute Valerie Kayries, ,my little Ly-MOOT-yeh..is my little STAR..she will always be the most BEAUTIFUL and street savvy of the lot....she could play that Heidi Fleiss game without having to suffer the fame of Dr. Fleiss's daughtrer....Quick was delivered by Dr. Fleiss...he had a dull knife for the circumcision and phucked up the kids dick...but apparently his wife, Mama J isn't complaning and the kids Emma and Jake make me know I haven't missed a thing what with Jan trying to control "the family"....harumph...but then how did you EXPECT the second Christing of come to be coming all over you.....electrically...musically....and then there was the time.....and as for "losing" the house..I didn't "LOSE" the house..I ABANDONED the house after David Geffen's brother Mitch Geffen took a lien out on the house when I had it sold...some Long Beach court trial over a failed appearance on my part..I was always on the road...sending money to Jan and Diane and feeding Mac and a whole host of barmaids.....earlier I wanted a divorce and David Geffen said, "See my brother Mitch(1965)"....Mitch said he'd charge me two hundred and fifty dollars and that I wouldn't have to pay alimony only child suport///but hey I was making money I didn't mind giving it to Jan...Mitch Geffen was so dis honest I had a better marriage with Jan..he helped hold my marriage to Jan together another two years...I dropped the lawsuit and figured he'd send me a bill for a hundred maybe...instead he sent a bill for seven hundred and fifty dollars..for a divorce and advice on opening a bar..that's when I saw how Hollywood works...see a lawyer and know that the meter is running,,,,,who needs that? I tell the truth...the Geffens are liars and there is a religious war going on...Geffen asked me "How do you smoke pot" in 1965 ..I said suck..he did...came out...sucked in the Clintons ..blew them off..sucked in Barack Obama...the OBAMA-nation now created with the jewish Hollywood cartel amuses me to the point where I see why HITLERS arise and my "poem" now featured on my dot biz web site begins.."My heart goes out to Hitler.." before it's over....the State of Israel will cease to exist.....or as Mutt Cohen ...Zappa's manager said to Birdie Zell, agent..in a Hollywood elevator years ago, "There's going to be a pogrom.." ..well.you can't tell the players without a pogrom....see my musical Hitler on the Roof where I write the songs that make Barry Manilow shut up..and all the jewish chicks are sent to the Concentration cramp....
it always amazes me how people see the world thru their own narrow vision when i feel a world so much bigger ever emerging but hey those are generalities.....it's good to be true and the kind of honesty that propelled me into saying Barbara was the love of my life keeps me sane..it was lovelust beginning in 1962 and because the marriage "codes" were intact..she was married to Geo. Stevens...free love didn't kick in till 1965 and the pill and the Interstate being finished so everyone could leave home..that is unless you were black forever and so had no codes of family life like strict white colored people....the idea of honesty has saved me...i remember when Jan told me in new york,1965 "I've been seeing a guy at work"...and I told her in Hollywood ,"I've been seeing twenty one women at play." The difference wasn't between faithfulness or unfaithfulness but between WORK and PLAY...she felt guilty..I felt joyed..in fact I see most of all the women I've ever "known"....their kids have been raised on my music...it's funny you talk about "loss"...I never saw it that way...I don;t feel I've ever "lost" anything...I mean don't lost and found go together???....now that I've found you writing legibly and coherently and with a humor about you...what have I lost? You were the most beautiful of that house of Cherie, Diane ,you and two Afghans..but unreachable...plus my desire for Barbara was coming to fruition as she had three kids...an older daughter..i had three kids...an older daughter...she was harried and i gave her the house on Longridge to stay in...it was a total disaster....she left geo. Stevens for Oatis Stephens (?) who was understudy for Jim Ragni in HAIR....Diane reminded me couple weeks ago of the time we took Myrtle Diane's mom to see HAIR in Hollywood and Ragni mooned Myrtle in the audience..got off the stage..walked up the aisle singing let the sunshine in and took off his pants in her face.....Barbara's a good kick off point for my romances...rose-manses? with women....Barbara the Barbarian...what a dummy she turned out to be....cursing Oatis for leaving.her for Heather MacRae...Heather MacRae left Oatis for Woody Allen and was featured in All you ever wanted to know about sex but were afraid to ask..or something like that...."But Barbara" I would argue"YOU'RE the one always screaming FREEDOM..he's just exercizing his "freedom"..."two out of the three kidz with Jan turned out to be jerks....I will go into the details about Andy...he e-mailed me few years back....had written a play ..wanted me to get it to David Geffen because of my "stature" in the biz....I had to laugh..at the time I was with Muggsy Suggs....she was 26..I was 62...you can see her picture on the dot biz site...Jesus painted on her body..large tits....the legend...stare into the eyes of Jesus for the milk of human kindness....organized religion of the judeo-christian pursuasuin has pervaded all my "stuff"...the songs are anthems that are only now being heard thanks to the NET and people bored with Dylan who has completely sold out...I've given out...so I get to win and kick everybody[s assl...you sell out if you have an out to sell...you give out if you have an out to give.....Muggsy and I had just broken down on the highway and were dancing waiting for the AAA....i didn;t feel like I had any stature in the music biz that mattered that day.....now I can't escape it..everyone else is dead....I don't think you have the grasp, Valerie.of events past your own old way of thinking..like..that there is such a thing as "forgiveness"....it's a two sided coin you will admit;..forgiving and fortaking..I am for taking this opportunity for giving you hell and now I will open your eyes to events that a public not just a pubic can hear...you know the old story ..if you love you survive and surpass survival..if you try to make someone jealous..I mean I had no idea you had such feelings for me...I figured we were both on a perpetual rebound..I remember when we first romantically "connected"...we were lying in the back of Bird.my old red VW van...Mac was driving..Mac and Ann our favorite Basil MacDavid...we're still in touch..he tells me the greatest jokes I sell onstage....Chuck slick ass was on one side...you were in the middle..I was on the other side.....I had just finished a concert in Memphis at Memphis State Univ....I thot it was supposed to be a show straight thru and was shocked when they said I had to do two shows...the place was packed...about fifteen hundred people...for the second show I had to wing it almost exclusively and it turned out to be the best show maybe ever//the people stood;;;I mean such a standing ovation..I left the stage and walked straight into your face in the first row and stared at you and you had this shit-eating grin on your face..but then you always had the best way of describing the natural smiles of "all Hollywood" back then as "snarls"....you were way ahead of your time my little Bee starlet//people call me Bee....all my girls are Bee girls.....so Basil was driving down to New Orleans and you turned away from Chuck and we played kissy face all the way down Highway 61 visiting Cosimo Matassas Bar in the French Quarter.....Ann Wood..Basil's girlfriend was the mother of Cindy Wood......Cindy owns Vaughn's Bar in the ninth and.....we took a bath once in Baltimore..we needed one .we were so dirty....Kermit Ruffins and the Bar be cue swingers play there every Thursday//he imitates Louie Louie Louie....the song about bathing with Cindy is on this album I have to complete Dylan's idea of "Bringin' it all back home:"..mine is Bringin' it all black ho' ........Christ Valerie...we're back together...like Jesus said ..something about...being re-untied with family in heaven..who knows..the point is...I was exhausted from so much romancing and so by the time WE..you and I connected..Christ weren't YOU exhausted too..??? apparently not..I mean you REALLY hit bottom..I could NEVER have any regard for Nick but hadn't learned yet that the ARTIST IS THE PRODUCER...Michael Nesmith dropped THAT one on me when he produced (financed) my seventh album Roast Beef.....Nik could NEVER see the GENUIS ( always put "U" first)..the GENUIS in Uncle Jesus and Auntie Christ...christ NO ONE COULD..only NOW are people starting to "catch on" to stuff said on albums forty years ago....it's between Helen Reddy and me for domination of the world songwise between man and woman.......bold statement there..but in sho biz there's always going to be that "couplin" system..that's what's got the Muslims phucked up with my coming as the Second Christing of Come....don;t try to absorb or drink all this in at one hearing..just break down Helen Reddy to HELL AND READY and see where women said..or SHE said "I am strong I am invincible....hey wait a minute ..no one;s invincible..so here I am.the MAN.that's my song from The Thorn....bringing everybody together..just waiting for the time when there is a NET that EVERYONE can be caught in//like Jesus said, "CAST your NET on the other side.." hey make that UDDER side and capture all the cows....if you have a bitch about anything I get ALL the bitches...who the hell is Michael McLean...good thing he isn't privy to this e-mail..I'll kick his dumb ass.the THORN and Children of Light are e-merging as the greatest albums inarguably of thr sixties...all the rest are group mish mash attempts at individuality;;as Tiny Tim observed when he first heard the Thorn in Oct 1968.."Hmm..mister Rose..it's between you and Mister Dylan...." now that dylan's dead.. of course old people like you will always have affection for dylan;'s songs..but lately he's been doing commercials so he and they don;'t really count when you consider religion and the struggle with Islam which you don't.....you'll enjoy where all this is going...and I'm sure you'll keep reading my web sites...there's Joe and Naked Natalie on Biffrose.com...let's see..ah yes..women...i don;t understand your lumping thorn and jan and terry and etc..all that "stuff" in some kind of "loss" column..so Andy e-mails me cuz he's written this play he wants me to get to Geffen....cuz Geffen writes in The Rise and Rise of David Geffen page 23 how "Biff Rose was my first musical signing in Hollywood". I never signed anything with Geffen and I have to raise everybody on the planet to tell the truth so Phuck Andy he's an ass hole and not my son at all...if you want money,fame,power,glory..then I get to kick your ass....Jan said that last time when I called to speak to the kids.."They're not allowed to see you and I wish you were dead." and "keep sending the check, Buster." Fortunately she's Czechoclovakian so I keep sending the CZECH just to BUST'er...Christ poetry has saved me from sharper chicks than that Slav...all these chicks who come back apologizing....you're the first....they'll all be getting in line.but it won;'t do any good;;sins against the spirit are NOT forgiven...as the old saw goes..in THIS life or the next....but hey since we all heard Jesus forgave all the sins..then there must be only SCENES for the Second Coming which is electrical and musical not personal....you're not forgiven, Valerie...I loved you and still do... there's nothing really to forgive....I just couldn't give ALL my love except to the Barbarian.;Barbara I see now represented the FIRST of the coming Barbarian...the woman's Lib.the Feminist that would be INVINCIBLE or try to "dominate" "something:.....tsk tsk tsk..they all fall for inferior men, boys really..and have desperately sad experiences...the Niks of the world die....Nik told me once he had no style..boy was that ever true....no substance either...I feel you earned all the sadness you've been thru and the bad talk in the street..the hatred I canot abide...when I hear Sevah talk what can I say.he wasn't there/when I hear about "little nick"..I say..but...or I will say..WILL SAY..hey wait a minute Valerie Kayries, ,my little Ly-MOOT-yeh..is my little STAR..she will always be the most BEAUTIFUL and street savvy of the lot....she could play that Heidi Fleiss game without having to suffer the fame of Dr. Fleiss's daughtrer....Quick was delivered by Dr. Fleiss...he had a dull knife for the circumcision and phucked up the kids dick...but apparently his wife, Mama J isn't complaning and the kids Emma and Jake make me know I haven't missed a thing what with Jan trying to control "the family"....harumph...but then how did you EXPECT the second Christing of come to be coming all over you.....electrically...musically....and then there was the time.....and as for "losing" the house..I didn't "LOSE" the house..I ABANDONED the house after David Geffen's brother Mitch Geffen took a lien out on the house when I had it sold...some Long Beach court trial over a failed appearance on my part..I was always on the road...sending money to Jan and Diane and feeding Mac and a whole host of barmaids.....earlier I wanted a divorce and David Geffen said, "See my brother Mitch(1965)"....Mitch said he'd charge me two hundred and fifty dollars and that I wouldn't have to pay alimony only child suport///but hey I was making money I didn't mind giving it to Jan...Mitch Geffen was so dis honest I had a better marriage with Jan..he helped hold my marriage to Jan together another two years...I dropped the lawsuit and figured he'd send me a bill for a hundred maybe...instead he sent a bill for seven hundred and fifty dollars..for a divorce and advice on opening a bar..that's when I saw how Hollywood works...see a lawyer and know that the meter is running,,,,,who needs that? I tell the truth...the Geffens are liars and there is a religious war going on...Geffen asked me "How do you smoke pot" in 1965 ..I said suck..he did...came out...sucked in the Clintons ..blew them off..sucked in Barack Obama...the OBAMA-nation now created with the jewish Hollywood cartel amuses me to the point where I see why HITLERS arise and my "poem" now featured on my dot biz web site begins.."My heart goes out to Hitler.." before it's over....the State of Israel will cease to exist.....or as Mutt Cohen ...Zappa's manager said to Birdie Zell, agent..in a Hollywood elevator years ago, "There's going to be a pogrom.." ..well.you can't tell the players without a pogrom....see my musical Hitler on the Roof where I write the songs that make Barry Manilow shut up..and all the jewish chicks are sent to the Concentration cramp....
it always amazes me how people see the world thru their own narrow vision when i feel a world so much bigger ever emerging but hey those are generalities.....it's good to be true and the kind of honesty that propelled me into saying Barbara was the love of my life keeps me sane..it was lovelust beginning in 1962 and because the marriage "codes" were intact..she was married to Geo. Stevens...free love didn't kick in till 1965 and the pill and the Interstate being finished so everyone could leave home..that is unless you were black forever and so had no codes of family life like strict white colored people....the idea of honesty has saved me...i remember when Jan told me in new york,1965 "I've been seeing a guy at work"...and I told her in Hollywood ,"I've been seeing twenty one women at play." The difference wasn't between faithfulness or unfaithfulness but between WORK and PLAY...she felt guilty..I felt joyed..in fact I see most of all the women I've ever "known"....their kids have been raised on my music...it's funny you talk about "loss"...I never saw it that way...I don;t feel I've ever "lost" anything...I mean don't lost and found go together???....now that I've found you writing legibly and coherently and with a humor about you...what have I lost? You were the most beautiful of that house of Cherie, Diane ,you and two Afghans..but unreachable...plus my desire for Barbara was coming to fruition as she had three kids...an older daughter..i had three kids...an older daughter...she was harried and i gave her the house on Longridge to stay in...it was a total disaster....she left geo. Stevens for Oatis Stephens (?) who was understudy for Jim Ragni in HAIR....Diane reminded me couple weeks ago of the time we took Myrtle Diane's mom to see HAIR in Hollywood and Ragni mooned Myrtle in the audience..got off the stage..walked up the aisle singing let the sunshine in and took off his pants in her face.....Barbara's a good kick off point for my romances...rose-manses? with women....Barbara the Barbarian...what a dummy she turned out to be....cursing Oatis for leaving.her for Heather MacRae...Heather MacRae left Oatis for Woody Allen and was featured in All you ever wanted to know about sex but were afraid to ask..or something like that...."But Barbara" I would argue"YOU'RE the one always screaming FREEDOM..he's just exercizing his "freedom"..."two out of the three kidz with Jan turned out to be jerks....I will go into the details about Andy...he e-mailed me few years back....had written a play ..wanted me to get it to David Geffen because of my "stature" in the biz....I had to laugh..at the time I was with Muggsy Suggs....she was 26..I was 62...you can see her picture on the dot biz site...Jesus painted on her body..large tits....the legend...stare into the eyes of Jesus for the milk of human kindness....organized religion of the judeo-christian pursuasuin has pervaded all my "stuff"...the songs are anthems that are only now being heard thanks to the NET and people bored with Dylan who has completely sold out...I've given out...so I get to win and kick everybody[s assl...you sell out if you have an out to sell...you give out if you have an out to give.....Muggsy and I had just broken down on the highway and were dancing waiting for the AAA....i didn;t feel like I had any stature in the music biz that mattered that day.....now I can't escape it..everyone else is dead....I don't think you have the grasp, Valerie.of events past your own old way of thinking..like..that there is such a thing as "forgiveness"....it's a two sided coin you will admit;..forgiving and fortaking..I am for taking this opportunity for giving you hell and now I will open your eyes to events that a public not just a pubic can hear...you know the old story ..if you love you survive and surpass survival..if you try to make someone jealous..I mean I had no idea you had such feelings for me...I figured we were both on a perpetual rebound..I remember when we first romantically "connected"...we were lying in the back of Bird.my old red VW van...Mac was driving..Mac and Ann our favorite Basil MacDavid...we're still in touch..he tells me the greatest jokes I sell onstage....Chuck slick ass was on one side...you were in the middle..I was on the other side.....I had just finished a concert in Memphis at Memphis State Univ....I thot it was supposed to be a show straight thru and was shocked when they said I had to do two shows...the place was packed...about fifteen hundred people...for the second show I had to wing it almost exclusively and it turned out to be the best show maybe ever//the people stood;;;I mean such a standing ovation..I left the stage and walked straight into your face in the first row and stared at you and you had this shit-eating grin on your face..but then you always had the best way of describing the natural smiles of "all Hollywood" back then as "snarls"....you were way ahead of your time my little Bee starlet//people call me Bee....all my girls are Bee girls.....so Basil was driving down to New Orleans and you turned away from Chuck and we played kissy face all the way down Highway 61 visiting Cosimo Matassas Bar in the French Quarter.....Ann Wood..Basil's girlfriend was the mother of Cindy Wood......Cindy owns Vaughn's Bar in the ninth and.....we took a bath once in Baltimore..we needed one .we were so dirty....Kermit Ruffins and the Bar be cue swingers play there every Thursday//he imitates Louie Louie Louie....the song about bathing with Cindy is on this album I have to complete Dylan's idea of "Bringin' it all back home:"..mine is Bringin' it all black ho' ........Christ Valerie...we're back together...like Jesus said ..something about...being re-untied with family in heaven..who knows..the point is...I was exhausted from so much romancing and so by the time WE..you and I connected..Christ weren't YOU exhausted too..??? apparently not..I mean you REALLY hit bottom..I could NEVER have any regard for Nick but hadn't learned yet that the ARTIST IS THE PRODUCER...Michael Nesmith dropped THAT one on me when he produced (financed) my seventh album Roast Beef.....Nik could NEVER see the GENUIS ( always put "U" first)..the GENUIS in Uncle Jesus and Auntie Christ...christ NO ONE COULD..only NOW are people starting to "catch on" to stuff said on albums forty years ago....it's between Helen Reddy and me for domination of the world songwise between man and woman.......bold statement there..but in sho biz there's always going to be that "couplin" system..that's what's got the Muslims phucked up with my coming as the Second Christing of Come....don;t try to absorb or drink all this in at one hearing..just break down Helen Reddy to HELL AND READY and see where women said..or SHE said "I am strong I am invincible....hey wait a minute ..no one;s invincible..so here I am.the MAN.that's my song from The Thorn....bringing everybody together..just waiting for the time when there is a NET that EVERYONE can be caught in//like Jesus said, "CAST your NET on the other side.." hey make that UDDER side and capture all the cows....if you have a bitch about anything I get ALL the bitches...who the hell is Michael McLean...good thing he isn't privy to this e-mail..I'll kick his dumb ass.the THORN and Children of Light are e-merging as the greatest albums inarguably of thr sixties...all the rest are group mish mash attempts at individuality;;as Tiny Tim observed when he first heard the Thorn in Oct 1968.."Hmm..mister Rose..it's between you and Mister Dylan...." now that dylan's dead.. of course old people like you will always have affection for dylan;'s songs..but lately he's been doing commercials so he and they don;'t really count when you consider religion and the struggle with Islam which you don't.....you'll enjoy where all this is going...and I'm sure you'll keep reading my web sites...there's Joe and Naked Natalie on Biffrose.com...let's see..ah yes..women...i don;t understand your lumping thorn and jan and terry and etc..all that "stuff" in some kind of "loss" column..so Andy e-mails me cuz he's written this play he wants me to get to Geffen....cuz Geffen writes in The Rise and Rise of David Geffen page 23 how "Biff Rose was my first musical signing in Hollywood". I never signed anything with Geffen and I have to raise everybody on the planet to tell the truth so Phuck Andy he's an ass hole and not my son at all...if you want money,fame,power,glory..then I get to kick your ass....Jan said that last time when I called to speak to the kids.."They're not allowed to see you and I wish you were dead." and "keep sending the check, Buster." Fortunately she's Czechoclovakian so I keep sending the CZECH just to BUST'er...Christ poetry has saved me from sharper chicks than that Slav...all these chicks who come back apologizing....you're the first....they'll all be getting in line.but it won;'t do any good;;sins against the spirit are NOT forgiven...as the old saw goes..in THIS life or the next....but hey since we all heard Jesus forgave all the sins..then there must be only SCENES for the Second Coming which is electrical and musical not personal....you're not forgiven, Valerie...I loved you and still do... there's nothing really to forgive....I just couldn't give ALL my love except to the Barbarian.;Barbara I see now represented the FIRST of the coming Barbarian...the woman's Lib.the Feminist that would be INVINCIBLE or try to "dominate" "something:.....tsk tsk tsk..they all fall for inferior men, boys really..and have desperately sad experiences...the Niks of the world die....Nik told me once he had no style..boy was that ever true....no substance either...I feel you earned all the sadness you've been thru and the bad talk in the street..the hatred I canot abide...when I hear Sevah talk what can I say.he wasn't there/when I hear about "little nick"..I say..but...or I will say..WILL SAY..hey wait a minute Valerie Kayries, ,my little Ly-MOOT-yeh..is my little STAR..she will always be the most BEAUTIFUL and street savvy of the lot....she could play that Heidi Fleiss game without having to suffer the fame of Dr. Fleiss's daughtrer....Quick was delivered by Dr. Fleiss...he had a dull knife for the circumcision and phucked up the kids dick...but apparently his wife, Mama J isn't complaning and the kids Emma and Jake make me know I haven't missed a thing what with Jan trying to control "the family"....harumph...but then how did you EXPECT the second Christing of come to be coming all over you.....electrically...musically....and then there was the time.....and as for "losing" the house..I didn't "LOSE" the house..I ABANDONED the house after David Geffen's brother Mitch Geffen took a lien out on the house when I had it sold...some Long Beach court trial over a failed appearance on my part..I was always on the road...sending money to Jan and Diane and feeding Mac and a whole host of barmaids.....earlier I wanted a divorce and David Geffen said, "See my brother Mitch(1965)"....Mitch said he'd charge me two hundred and fifty dollars and that I wouldn't have to pay alimony only child suport///but hey I was making money I didn't mind giving it to Jan...Mitch Geffen was so dis honest I had a better marriage with Jan..he helped hold my marriage to Jan together another two years...I dropped the lawsuit and figured he'd send me a bill for a hundred maybe...instead he sent a bill for seven hundred and fifty dollars..for a divorce and advice on opening a bar..that's when I saw how Hollywood works...see a lawyer and know that the meter is running,,,,,who needs that? I tell the truth...the Geffens are liars and there is a religious war going on...Geffen asked me "How do you smoke pot" in 1965 ..I said suck..he did...came out...sucked in the Clintons ..blew them off..sucked in Barack Obama...the OBAMA-nation now created with the jewish Hollywood cartel amuses me to the point where I see why HITLERS arise and my "poem" now featured on my dot biz web site begins.."My heart goes out to Hitler.." before it's over....the State of Israel will cease to exist.....or as Mutt Cohen ...Zappa's manager said to Birdie Zell, agent..in a Hollywood elevator years ago, "There's going to be a pogrom.." ..well.you can't tell the players without a pogrom....see my musical Hitler on the Roof where I write the songs that make Barry Manilow shut up..and all the jewish chicks are sent to the Concentration cramp....
it always amazes me how people see the world thru their own narrow vision when i feel a world so much bigger ever emerging but hey those are generalities.....it's good to be true and the kind of honesty that propelled me into saying Barbara was the love of my life keeps me sane..it was lovelust beginning in 1962 and because the marriage "codes" were intact..she was married to Geo. Stevens...free love didn't kick in till 1965 and the pill and the Interstate being finished so everyone could leave home..that is unless you were black forever and so had no codes of family life like strict white colored people....the idea of honesty has saved me...i remember when Jan told me in new york,1965 "I've been seeing a guy at work"...and I told her in Hollywood ,"I've been seeing twenty one women at play." The difference wasn't between faithfulness or unfaithfulness but between WORK and PLAY...she felt guilty..I felt joyed..in fact I see most of all the women I've ever "known"....their kids have been raised on my music...it's funny you talk about "loss"...I never saw it that way...I don;t feel I've ever "lost" anything...I mean don't lost and found go together???....now that I've found you writing legibly and coherently and with a humor about you...what have I lost? You were the most beautiful of that house of Cherie, Diane ,you and two Afghans..but unreachable...plus my desire for Barbara was coming to fruition as she had three kids...an older daughter..i had three kids...an older daughter...she was harried and i gave her the house on Longridge to stay in...it was a total disaster....she left geo. Stevens for Oatis Stephens (?) who was understudy for Jim Ragni in HAIR....Diane reminded me couple weeks ago of the time we took Myrtle Diane's mom to see HAIR in Hollywood and Ragni mooned Myrtle in the audience..got off the stage..walked up the aisle singing let the sunshine in and took off his pants in her face.....Barbara's a good kick off point for my romances...rose-manses? with women....Barbara the Barbarian...what a dummy she turned out to be....cursing Oatis for leaving.her for Heather MacRae...Heather MacRae left Oatis for Woody Allen and was featured in All you ever wanted to know about sex but were afraid to ask..or something like that...."But Barbara" I would argue"YOU'RE the one always screaming FREEDOM..he's just exercizing his "freedom"..."two out of the three kidz with Jan turned out to be jerks....I will go into the details about Andy...he e-mailed me few years back....had written a play ..wanted me to get it to David Geffen because of my "stature" in the biz....I had to laugh..at the time I was with Muggsy Suggs....she was 26..I was 62...you can see her picture on the dot biz site...Jesus painted on her body..large tits....the legend...stare into the eyes of Jesus for the milk of human kindness....organized religion of the judeo-christian pursuasuin has pervaded all my "stuff"...the songs are anthems that are only now being heard thanks to the NET and people bored with Dylan who has completely sold out...I've given out...so I get to win and kick everybody[s assl...you sell out if you have an out to sell...you give out if you have an out to give.....Muggsy and I had just broken down on the highway and were dancing waiting for the AAA....i didn;t feel like I had any stature in the music biz that mattered that day.....now I can't escape it..everyone else is dead....I don't think you have the grasp, Valerie.of events past your own old way of thinking..like..that there is such a thing as "forgiveness"....it's a two sided coin you will admit;..forgiving and fortaking..I am for taking this opportunity for giving you hell and now I will open your eyes to events that a public not just a pubic can hear...you know the old story ..if you love you survive and surpass survival..if you try to make someone jealous..I mean I had no idea you had such feelings for me...I figured we were both on a perpetual rebound..I remember when we first romantically "connected"...we were lying in the back of Bird.my old red VW van...Mac was driving..Mac and Ann our favorite Basil MacDavid...we're still in touch..he tells me the greatest jokes I sell onstage....Chuck slick ass was on one side...you were in the middle..I was on the other side.....I had just finished a concert in Memphis at Memphis State Univ....I thot it was supposed to be a show straight thru and was shocked when they said I had to do two shows...the place was packed...about fifteen hundred people...for the second show I had to wing it almost exclusively and it turned out to be the best show maybe ever//the people stood;;;I mean such a standing ovation..I left the stage and walked straight into your face in the first row and stared at you and you had this shit-eating grin on your face..but then you always had the best way of describing the natural smiles of "all Hollywood" back then as "snarls"....you were way ahead of your time my little Bee starlet//people call me Bee....all my girls are Bee girls.....so Basil was driving down to New Orleans and you turned away from Chuck and we played kissy face all the way down Highway 61 visiting Cosimo Matassas Bar in the French Quarter.....Ann Wood..Basil's girlfriend was the mother of Cindy Wood......Cindy owns Vaughn's Bar in the ninth and.....we took a bath once in Baltimore..we needed one .we were so dirty....Kermit Ruffins and the Bar be cue swingers play there every Thursday//he imitates Louie Louie Louie....the song about bathing with Cindy is on this album I have to complete Dylan's idea of "Bringin' it all back home:"..mine is Bringin' it all black ho' ........Christ Valerie...we're back together...like Jesus said ..something about...being re-untied with family in heaven..who knows..the point is...I was exhausted from so much romancing and so by the time WE..you and I connected..Christ weren't YOU exhausted too..??? apparently not..I mean you REALLY hit bottom..I could NEVER have any regard for Nick but hadn't learned yet that the ARTIST IS THE PRODUCER...Michael Nesmith dropped THAT one on me when he produced (financed) my seventh album Roast Beef.....Nik could NEVER see the GENUIS ( always put "U" first)..the GENUIS in Uncle Jesus and Auntie Christ...christ NO ONE COULD..only NOW are people starting to "catch on" to stuff said on albums forty years ago....it's between Helen Reddy and me for domination of the world songwise between man and woman.......bold statement there..but in sho biz there's always going to be that "couplin" system..that's what's got the Muslims phucked up with my coming as the Second Christing of Come....don;t try to absorb or drink all this in at one hearing..just break down Helen Reddy to HELL AND READY and see where women said..or SHE said "I am strong I am invincible....hey wait a minute ..no one;s invincible..so here I am.the MAN.that's my song from The Thorn....bringing everybody together..just waiting for the time when there is a NET that EVERYONE can be caught in//like Jesus said, "CAST your NET on the other side.." hey make that UDDER side and capture all the cows....if you have a bitch about anything I get ALL the bitches...who the hell is Michael McLean...good thing he isn't privy to this e-mail..I'll kick his dumb ass.the THORN and Children of Light are e-merging as the greatest albums inarguably of thr sixties...all the rest are group mish mash attempts at individuality;;as Tiny Tim observed when he first heard the Thorn in Oct 1968.."Hmm..mister Rose..it's between you and Mister Dylan...." now that dylan's dead.. of course old people like you will always have affection for dylan;'s songs..but lately he's been doing commercials so he and they don;'t really count when you consider religion and the struggle with Islam which you don't.....you'll enjoy where all this is going...and I'm sure you'll keep reading my web sites...there's Joe and Naked Natalie on Biffrose.com...let's see..ah yes..women...i don;t understand your lumping thorn and jan and terry and etc..all that "stuff" in some kind of "loss" column..so Andy e-mails me cuz he's written this play he wants me to get to Geffen....cuz Geffen writes in The Rise and Rise of David Geffen page 23 how "Biff Rose was my first musical signing in Hollywood". I never signed anything with Geffen and I have to raise everybody on the planet to tell the truth so Phuck Andy he's an ass hole and not my son at all...if you want money,fame,power,glory..then I get to kick your ass....Jan said that last time when I called to speak to the kids.."They're not allowed to see you and I wish you were dead." and "keep sending the check, Buster." Fortunately she's Czechoclovakian so I keep sending the CZECH just to BUST'er...Christ poetry has saved me from sharper chicks than that Slav...all these chicks who come back apologizing....you're the first....they'll all be getting in line.but it won;'t do any good;;sins against the spirit are NOT forgiven...as the old saw goes..in THIS life or the next....but hey since we all heard Jesus forgave all the sins..then there must be only SCENES for the Second Coming which is electrical and musical not personal....you're not forgiven, Valerie...I loved you and still do... there's nothing really to forgive....I just couldn't give ALL my love except to the Barbarian.;Barbara I see now represented the FIRST of the coming Barbarian...the woman's Lib.the Feminist that would be INVINCIBLE or try to "dominate" "something:.....tsk tsk tsk..they all fall for inferior men, boys really..and have desperately sad experiences...the Niks of the world die....Nik told me once he had no style..boy was that ever true....no substance either...I feel you earned all the sadness you've been thru and the bad talk in the street..the hatred I canot abide...when I hear Sevah talk what can I say.he wasn't there/when I hear about "little nick"..I say..but...or I will say..WILL SAY..hey wait a minute Valerie Kayries, ,my little Ly-MOOT-yeh..is my little STAR..she will always be the most BEAUTIFUL and street savvy of the lot....she could play that Heidi Fleiss game without having to suffer the fame of Dr. Fleiss's daughtrer....Quick was delivered by Dr. Fleiss...he had a dull knife for the circumcision and phucked up the kids dick...but apparently his wife, Mama J isn't complaning and the kids Emma and Jake make me know I haven't missed a thing what with Jan trying to control "the family"....harumph...but then how did you EXPECT the second Christing of come to be coming all over you.....electrically...musically....and then there was the time.....and as for "losing" the house..I didn't "LOSE" the house..I ABANDONED the house after David Geffen's brother Mitch Geffen took a lien out on the house when I had it sold...some Long Beach court trial over a failed appearance on my part..I was always on the road...sending money to Jan and Diane and feeding Mac and a whole host of barmaids.....earlier I wanted a divorce and David Geffen said, "See my brother Mitch(1965)"....Mitch said he'd charge me two hundred and fifty dollars and that I wouldn't have to pay alimony only child suport///but hey I was making money I didn't mind giving it to Jan...Mitch Geffen was so dis honest I had a better marriage with Jan..he helped hold my marriage to Jan together another two years...I dropped the lawsuit and figured he'd send me a bill for a hundred maybe...instead he sent a bill for seven hundred and fifty dollars..for a divorce and advice on opening a bar..that's when I saw how Hollywood works...see a lawyer and know that the meter is running,,,,,who needs that? I tell the truth...the Geffens are liars and there is a religious war going on...Geffen asked me "How do you smoke pot" in 1965 ..I said suck..he did...came out...sucked in the Clintons ..blew them off..sucked in Barack Obama...the OBAMA-nation now created with the jewish Hollywood cartel amuses me to the point where I see why HITLERS arise and my "poem" now featured on my dot biz web site begins.."My heart goes out to Hitler.." before it's over....the State of Israel will cease to exist.....or as Mutt Cohen ...Zappa's manager said to Birdie Zell, agent..in a Hollywood elevator years ago, "There's going to be a pogrom.." ..well.you can't tell the players without a pogrom....see my musical Hitler on the Roof where I write the songs that make Barry Manilow shut up..and all the jewish chicks are sent to the Concentration cramp....
it always amazes me how people see the world thru their own narrow vision when i feel a world so much bigger ever emerging but hey those are generalities.....it's good to be true and the kind of honesty that propelled me into saying Barbara was the love of my life keeps me sane..it was lovelust beginning in 1962 and because the marriage "codes" were intact..she was married to Geo. Stevens...free love didn't kick in till 1965 and the pill and the Interstate being finished so everyone could leave home..that is unless you were black forever and so had no codes of family life like strict white colored people....the idea of honesty has saved me...i remember when Jan told me in new york,1965 "I've been seeing a guy at work"...and I told her in Hollywood ,"I've been seeing twenty one women at play." The difference wasn't between faithfulness or unfaithfulness but between WORK and PLAY...she felt guilty..I felt joyed..in fact I see most of all the women I've ever "known"....their kids have been raised on my music...it's funny you talk about "loss"...I never saw it that way...I don;t feel I've ever "lost" anything...I mean don't lost and found go together???....now that I've found you writing legibly and coherently and with a humor about you...what have I lost? You were the most beautiful of that house of Cherie, Diane ,you and two Afghans..but unreachable...plus my desire for Barbara was coming to fruition as she had three kids...an older daughter..i had three kids...an older daughter...she was harried and i gave her the house on Longridge to stay in...it was a total disaster....she left geo. Stevens for Oatis Stephens (?) who was understudy for Jim Ragni in HAIR....Diane reminded me couple weeks ago of the time we took Myrtle Diane's mom to see HAIR in Hollywood and Ragni mooned Myrtle in the audience..got off the stage..walked up the aisle singing let the sunshine in and took off his pants in her face.....Barbara's a good kick off point for my romances...rose-manses? with women....Barbara the Barbarian...what a dummy she turned out to be....cursing Oatis for leaving.her for Heather MacRae...Heather MacRae left Oatis for Woody Allen and was featured in All you ever wanted to know about sex but were afraid to ask..or something like that...."But Barbara" I would argue"YOU'RE the one always screaming FREEDOM..he's just exercizing his "freedom"..."two out of the three kidz with Jan turned out to be jerks....I will go into the details about Andy...he e-mailed me few years back....had written a play ..wanted me to get it to David Geffen because of my "stature" in the biz....I had to laugh..at the time I was with Muggsy Suggs....she was 26..I was 62...you can see her picture on the dot biz site...Jesus painted on her body..large tits....the legend...stare into the eyes of Jesus for the milk of human kindness....organized religion of the judeo-christian pursuasuin has pervaded all my "stuff"...the songs are anthems that are only now being heard thanks to the NET and people bored with Dylan who has completely sold out...I've given out...so I get to win and kick everybody[s assl...you sell out if you have an out to sell...you give out if you have an out to give.....Muggsy and I had just broken down on the highway and were dancing waiting for the AAA....i didn;t feel like I had any stature in the music biz that mattered that day.....now I can't escape it..everyone else is dead....I don't think you have the grasp, Valerie.of events past your own old way of thinking..like..that there is such a thing as "forgiveness"....it's a two sided coin you will admit;..forgiving and fortaking..I am for taking this opportunity for giving you hell and now I will open your eyes to events that a public not just a pubic can hear...you know the old story ..if you love you survive and surpass survival..if you try to make someone jealous..I mean I had no idea you had such feelings for me...I figured we were both on a perpetual rebound..I remember when we first romantically "connected"...we were lying in the back of Bird.my old red VW van...Mac was driving..Mac and Ann our favorite Basil MacDavid...we're still in touch..he tells me the greatest jokes I sell onstage....Chuck slick ass was on one side...you were in the middle..I was on the other side.....I had just finished a concert in Memphis at Memphis State Univ....I thot it was supposed to be a show straight thru and was shocked when they said I had to do two shows...the place was packed...about fifteen hundred people...for the second show I had to wing it almost exclusively and it turned out to be the best show maybe ever//the people stood;;;I mean such a standing ovation..I left the stage and walked straight into your face in the first row and stared at you and you had this shit-eating grin on your face..but then you always had the best way of describing the natural smiles of "all Hollywood" back then as "snarls"....you were way ahead of your time my little Bee starlet//people call me Bee....all my girls are Bee girls.....so Basil was driving down to New Orleans and you turned away from Chuck and we played kissy face all the way down Highway 61 visiting Cosimo Matassas Bar in the French Quarter.....Ann Wood..Basil's girlfriend was the mother of Cindy Wood......Cindy owns Vaughn's Bar in the ninth and.....we took a bath once in Baltimore..we needed one .we were so dirty....Kermit Ruffins and the Bar be cue swingers play there every Thursday//he imitates Louie Louie Louie....the song about bathing with Cindy is on this album I have to complete Dylan's idea of "Bringin' it all back home:"..mine is Bringin' it all black ho' ........Christ Valerie...we're back together...like Jesus said ..something about...being re-untied with family in heaven..who knows..the point is...I was exhausted from so much romancing and so by the time WE..you and I connected..Christ weren't YOU exhausted too..??? apparently not..I mean you REALLY hit bottom..I could NEVER have any regard for Nick but hadn't learned yet that the ARTIST IS THE PRODUCER...Michael Nesmith dropped THAT one on me when he produced (financed) my seventh album Roast Beef.....Nik could NEVER see the GENUIS ( always put "U" first)..the GENUIS in Uncle Jesus and Auntie Christ...christ NO ONE COULD..only NOW are people starting to "catch on" to stuff said on albums forty years ago....it's between Helen Reddy and me for domination of the world songwise between man and woman.......bold statement there..but in sho biz there's always going to be that "couplin" system..that's what's got the Muslims phucked up with my coming as the Second Christing of Come....don;t try to absorb or drink all this in at one hearing..just break down Helen Reddy to HELL AND READY and see where women said..or SHE said "I am strong I am invincible....hey wait a minute ..no one;s invincible..so here I am.the MAN.that's my song from The Thorn....bringing everybody together..just waiting for the time when there is a NET that EVERYONE can be caught in//like Jesus said, "CAST your NET on the other side.." hey make that UDDER side and capture all the cows....if you have a bitch about anything I get ALL the bitches...who the hell is Michael McLean...good thing he isn't privy to this e-mail..I'll kick his dumb ass.the THORN and Children of Light are e-merging as the greatest albums inarguably of thr sixties...all the rest are group mish mash attempts at individuality;;as Tiny Tim observed when he first heard the Thorn in Oct 1968.."Hmm..mister Rose..it's between you and Mister Dylan...." now that dylan's dead.. of course old people like you will always have affection for dylan;'s songs..but lately he's been doing commercials so he and they don;'t really count when you consider religion and the struggle with Islam which you don't.....you'll enjoy where all this is going...and I'm sure you'll keep reading my web sites...there's Joe and Naked Natalie on Biffrose.com...let's see..ah yes..women...i don;t understand your lumping thorn and jan and terry and etc..all that "stuff" in some kind of "loss" column..so Andy e-mails me cuz he's written this play he wants me to get to Geffen....cuz Geffen writes in The Rise and Rise of David Geffen page 23 how "Biff Rose was my first musical signing in Hollywood". I never signed anything with Geffen and I have to raise everybody on the planet to tell the truth so Phuck Andy he's an ass hole and not my son at all...if you want money,fame,power,glory..then I get to kick your ass....Jan said that last time when I called to speak to the kids.."They're not allowed to see you and I wish you were dead." and "keep sending the check, Buster." Fortunately she's Czechoclovakian so I keep sending the CZECH just to BUST'er...Christ poetry has saved me from sharper chicks than that Slav...all these chicks who come back apologizing....you're the first....they'll all be getting in line.but it won;'t do any good;;sins against the spirit are NOT forgiven...as the old saw goes..in THIS life or the next....but hey since we all heard Jesus forgave all the sins..then there must be only SCENES for the Second Coming which is electrical and musical not personal....you're not forgiven, Valerie...I loved you and still do... there's nothing really to forgive....I just couldn't give ALL my love except to the Barbarian.;Barbara I see now represented the FIRST of the coming Barbarian...the woman's Lib.the Feminist that would be INVINCIBLE or try to "dominate" "something:.....tsk tsk tsk..they all fall for inferior men, boys really..and have desperately sad experiences...the Niks of the world die....Nik told me once he had no style..boy was that ever true....no substance either...I feel you earned all the sadness you've been thru and the bad talk in the street..the hatred I canot abide...when I hear Sevah talk what can I say.he wasn't there/when I hear about "little nick"..I say..but...or I will say..WILL SAY..hey wait a minute Valerie Kayries, ,my little Ly-MOOT-yeh..is my little STAR..she will always be the most BEAUTIFUL and street savvy of the lot....she could play that Heidi Fleiss game without having to suffer the fame of Dr. Fleiss's daughtrer....Quick was delivered by Dr. Fleiss...he had a dull knife for the circumcision and phucked up the kids dick...but apparently his wife, Mama J isn't complaning and the kids Emma and Jake make me know I haven't missed a thing what with Jan trying to control "the family"....harumph...but then how did you EXPECT the second Christing of come to be coming all over you.....electrically...musically....and then there was the time.....and as for "losing" the house..I didn't "LOSE" the house..I ABANDONED the house after David Geffen's brother Mitch Geffen took a lien out on the house when I had it sold...some Long Beach court trial over a failed appearance on my part..I was always on the road...sending money to Jan and Diane and feeding Mac and a whole host of barmaids.....earlier I wanted a divorce and David Geffen said, "See my brother Mitch(1965)"....Mitch said he'd charge me two hundred and fifty dollars and that I wouldn't have to pay alimony only child suport///but hey I was making money I didn't mind giving it to Jan...Mitch Geffen was so dis honest I had a better marriage with Jan..he helped hold my marriage to Jan together another two years...I dropped the lawsuit and figured he'd send me a bill for a hundred maybe...instead he sent a bill for seven hundred and fifty dollars..for a divorce and advice on opening a bar..that's when I saw how Hollywood works...see a lawyer and know that the meter is running,,,,,who needs that? I tell the truth...the Geffens are liars and there is a religious war going on...Geffen asked me "How do you smoke pot" in 1965 ..I said suck..he did...came out...sucked in the Clintons ..blew them off..sucked in Barack Obama...the OBAMA-nation now created with the jewish Hollywood cartel amuses me to the point where I see why HITLERS arise and my "poem" now featured on my dot biz web site begins.."My heart goes out to Hitler.." before it's over....the State of Israel will cease to exist.....or as Mutt Cohen ...Zappa's manager said to Birdie Zell, agent..in a Hollywood elevator years ago, "There's going to be a pogrom.." ..well.you can't tell the players without a pogrom....see my musical Hitler on the Roof where I write the songs that make Barry Manilow shut up..and all the jewish chicks are sent to the Concentration cramp....
it always amazes me how people see the world thru their own narrow vision when i feel a world so much bigger ever emerging but hey those are generalities.....it's good to be true and the kind of honesty that propelled me into saying Barbara was the love of my life keeps me sane..it was lovelust beginning in 1962 and because the marriage "codes" were intact..she was married to Geo. Stevens...free love didn't kick in till 1965 and the pill and the Interstate being finished so everyone could leave home..that is unless you were black forever and so had no codes of family life like strict white colored people....the idea of honesty has saved me...i remember when Jan told me in new york,1965 "I've been seeing a guy at work"...and I told her in Hollywood ,"I've been seeing twenty one women at play." The difference wasn't between faithfulness or unfaithfulness but between WORK and PLAY...she felt guilty..I felt joyed..in fact I see most of all the women I've ever "known"....their kids have been raised on my music...it's funny you talk about "loss"...I never saw it that way...I don;t feel I've ever "lost" anything...I mean don't lost and found go together???....now that I've found you writing legibly and coherently and with a humor about you...what have I lost? You were the most beautiful of that house of Cherie, Diane ,you and two Afghans..but unreachable...plus my desire for Barbara was coming to fruition as she had three kids...an older daughter..i had three kids...an older daughter...she was harried and i gave her the house on Longridge to stay in...it was a total disaster....she left geo. Stevens for Oatis Stephens (?) who was understudy for Jim Ragni in HAIR....Diane reminded me couple weeks ago of the time we took Myrtle Diane's mom to see HAIR in Hollywood and Ragni mooned Myrtle in the audience..got off the stage..walked up the aisle singing let the sunshine in and took off his pants in her face.....Barbara's a good kick off point for my romances...rose-manses? with women....Barbara the Barbarian...what a dummy she turned out to be....cursing Oatis for leaving.her for Heather MacRae...Heather MacRae left Oatis for Woody Allen and was featured in All you ever wanted to know about sex but were afraid to ask..or something like that...."But Barbara" I would argue"YOU'RE the one always screaming FREEDOM..he's just exercizing his "freedom"..."two out of the three kidz with Jan turned out to be jerks....I will go into the details about Andy...he e-mailed me few years back....had written a play ..wanted me to get it to David Geffen because of my "stature" in the biz....I had to laugh..at the time I was with Muggsy Suggs....she was 26..I was 62...you can see her picture on the dot biz site...Jesus painted on her body..large tits....the legend...stare into the eyes of Jesus for the milk of human kindness....organized religion of the judeo-christian pursuasuin has pervaded all my "stuff"...the songs are anthems that are only now being heard thanks to the NET and people bored with Dylan who has completely sold out...I've given out...so I get to win and kick everybody[s assl...you sell out if you have an out to sell...you give out if you have an out to give.....Muggsy and I had just broken down on the highway and were dancing waiting for the AAA....i didn;t feel like I had any stature in the music biz that mattered that day.....now I can't escape it..everyone else is dead....I don't think you have the grasp, Valerie.of events past your own old way of thinking..like..that there is such a thing as "forgiveness"....it's a two sided coin you will admit;..forgiving and fortaking..I am for taking this opportunity for giving you hell and now I will open your eyes to events that a public not just a pubic can hear...you know the old story ..if you love you survive and surpass survival..if you try to make someone jealous..I mean I had no idea you had such feelings for me...I figured we were both on a perpetual rebound..I remember when we first romantically "connected"...we were lying in the back of Bird.my old red VW van...Mac was driving..Mac and Ann our favorite Basil MacDavid...we're still in touch..he tells me the greatest jokes I sell onstage....Chuck slick ass was on one side...you were in the middle..I was on the other side.....I had just finished a concert in Memphis at Memphis State Univ....I thot it was supposed to be a show straight thru and was shocked when they said I had to do two shows...the place was packed...about fifteen hundred people...for the second show I had to wing it almost exclusively and it turned out to be the best show maybe ever//the people stood;;;I mean such a standing ovation..I left the stage and walked straight into your face in the first row and stared at you and you had this shit-eating grin on your face..but then you always had the best way of describing the natural smiles of "all Hollywood" back then as "snarls"....you were way ahead of your time my little Bee starlet//people call me Bee....all my girls are Bee girls.....so Basil was driving down to New Orleans and you turned away from Chuck and we played kissy face all the way down Highway 61 visiting Cosimo Matassas Bar in the French Quarter.....Ann Wood..Basil's girlfriend was the mother of Cindy Wood......Cindy owns Vaughn's Bar in the ninth and.....we took a bath once in Baltimore..we needed one .we were so dirty....Kermit Ruffins and the Bar be cue swingers play there every Thursday//he imitates Louie Louie Louie....the song about bathing with Cindy is on this album I have to complete Dylan's idea of "Bringin' it all back home:"..mine is Bringin' it all black ho' ........Christ Valerie...we're back together...like Jesus said ..something about...being re-untied with family in heaven..who knows..the point is...I was exhausted from so much romancing and so by the time WE..you and I connected..Christ weren't YOU exhausted too..??? apparently not..I mean you REALLY hit bottom..I could NEVER have any regard for Nick but hadn't learned yet that the ARTIST IS THE PRODUCER...Michael Nesmith dropped THAT one on me when he produced (financed) my seventh album Roast Beef.....Nik could NEVER see the GENUIS ( always put "U" first)..the GENUIS in Uncle Jesus and Auntie Christ...christ NO ONE COULD..only NOW are people starting to "catch on" to stuff said on albums forty years ago....it's between Helen Reddy and me for domination of the world songwise between man and woman.......bold statement there..but in sho biz there's always going to be that "couplin" system..that's what's got the Muslims phucked up with my coming as the Second Christing of Come....don;t try to absorb or drink all this in at one hearing..just break down Helen Reddy to HELL AND READY and see where women said..or SHE said "I am strong I am invincible....hey wait a minute ..no one;s invincible..so here I am.the MAN.that's my song from The Thorn....bringing everybody together..just waiting for the time when there is a NET that EVERYONE can be caught in//like Jesus said, "CAST your NET on the other side.." hey make that UDDER side and capture all the cows....if you have a bitch about anything I get ALL the bitches...who the hell is Michael McLean...good thing he isn't privy to this e-mail..I'll kick his dumb ass.the THORN and Children of Light are e-merging as the greatest albums inarguably of thr sixties...all the rest are group mish mash attempts at individuality;;as Tiny Tim observed when he first heard the Thorn in Oct 1968.."Hmm..mister Rose..it's between you and Mister Dylan...." now that dylan's dead.. of course old people like you will always have affection for dylan;'s songs..but lately he's been doing commercials so he and they don;'t really count when you consider religion and the struggle with Islam which you don't.....you'll enjoy where all this is going...and I'm sure you'll keep reading my web sites...there's Joe and Naked Natalie on Biffrose.com...let's see..ah yes..women...i don;t understand your lumping thorn and jan and terry and etc..all that "stuff" in some kind of "loss" column..so Andy e-mails me cuz he's written this play he wants me to get to Geffen....cuz Geffen writes in The Rise and Rise of David Geffen page 23 how "Biff Rose was my first musical signing in Hollywood". I never signed anything with Geffen and I have to raise everybody on the planet to tell the truth so Phuck Andy he's an ass hole and not my son at all...if you want money,fame,power,glory..then I get to kick your ass....Jan said that last time when I called to speak to the kids.."They're not allowed to see you and I wish you were dead." and "keep sending the check, Buster." Fortunately she's Czechoclovakian so I keep sending the CZECH just to BUST'er...Christ poetry has saved me from sharper chicks than that Slav...all these chicks who come back apologizing....you're the first....they'll all be getting in line.but it won;'t do any good;;sins against the spirit are NOT forgiven...as the old saw goes..in THIS life or the next....but hey since we all heard Jesus forgave all the sins..then there must be only SCENES for the Second Coming which is electrical and musical not personal....you're not forgiven, Valerie...I loved you and still do... there's nothing really to forgive....I just couldn't give ALL my love except to the Barbarian.;Barbara I see now represented the FIRST of the coming Barbarian...the woman's Lib.the Feminist that would be INVINCIBLE or try to "dominate" "something:.....tsk tsk tsk..they all fall for inferior men, boys really..and have desperately sad experiences...the Niks of the world die....Nik told me once he had no style..boy was that ever true....no substance either...I feel you earned all the sadness you've been thru and the bad talk in the street..the hatred I canot abide...when I hear Sevah talk what can I say.he wasn't there/when I hear about "little nick"..I say..but...or I will say..WILL SAY..hey wait a minute Valerie Kayries, ,my little Ly-MOOT-yeh..is my little STAR..she will always be the most BEAUTIFUL and street savvy of the lot....she could play that Heidi Fleiss game without having to suffer the fame of Dr. Fleiss's daughtrer....Quick was delivered by Dr. Fleiss...he had a dull knife for the circumcision and phucked up the kids dick...but apparently his wife, Mama J isn't complaning and the kids Emma and Jake make me know I haven't missed a thing what with Jan trying to control "the family"....harumph...but then how did you EXPECT the second Christing of come to be coming all over you.....electrically...musically....and then there was the time.....and as for "losing" the house..I didn't "LOSE" the house..I ABANDONED the house after David Geffen's brother Mitch Geffen took a lien out on the house when I had it sold...some Long Beach court trial over a failed appearance on my part..I was always on the road...sending money to Jan and Diane and feeding Mac and a whole host of barmaids.....earlier I wanted a divorce and David Geffen said, "See my brother Mitch(1965)"....Mitch said he'd charge me two hundred and fifty dollars and that I wouldn't have to pay alimony only child suport///but hey I was making money I didn't mind giving it to Jan...Mitch Geffen was so dis honest I had a better marriage with Jan..he helped hold my marriage to Jan together another two years...I dropped the lawsuit and figured he'd send me a bill for a hundred maybe...instead he sent a bill for seven hundred and fifty dollars..for a divorce and advice on opening a bar..that's when I saw how Hollywood works...see a lawyer and know that the meter is running,,,,,who needs that? I tell the truth...the Geffens are liars and there is a religious war going on...Geffen asked me "How do you smoke pot" in 1965 ..I said suck..he did...came out...sucked in the Clintons ..blew them off..sucked in Barack Obama...the OBAMA-nation now created with the jewish Hollywood cartel amuses me to the point where I see why HITLERS arise and my "poem" now featured on my dot biz web site begins.."My heart goes out to Hitler.." before it's over....the State of Israel will cease to exist.....or as Mutt Cohen ...Zappa's manager said to Birdie Zell, agent..in a Hollywood elevator years ago, "There's going to be a pogrom.." ..well.you can't tell the players without a pogrom....see my musical Hitler on the Roof where I write the songs that make Barry Manilow shut up..and all the jewish chicks are sent to the Concentration cramp....
it always amazes me how people see the world thru their own narrow vision when i feel a world so much bigger ever emerging but hey those are generalities.....it's good to be true and the kind of honesty that propelled me into saying Barbara was the love of my life keeps me sane..it was lovelust beginning in 1962 and because the marriage "codes" were intact..she was married to Geo. Stevens...free love didn't kick in till 1965 and the pill and the Interstate being finished so everyone could leave home..that is unless you were black forever and so had no codes of family life like strict white colored people....the idea of honesty has saved me...i remember when Jan told me in new york,1965 "I've been seeing a guy at work"...and I told her in Hollywood ,"I've been seeing twenty one women at play." The difference wasn't between faithfulness or unfaithfulness but between WORK and PLAY...she felt guilty..I felt joyed..in fact I see most of all the women I've ever "known"....their kids have been raised on my music...it's funny you talk about "loss"...I never saw it that way...I don;t feel I've ever "lost" anything...I mean don't lost and found go together???....now that I've found you writing legibly and coherently and with a humor about you...what have I lost? You were the most beautiful of that house of Cherie, Diane ,you and two Afghans..but unreachable...plus my desire for Barbara was coming to fruition as she had three kids...an older daughter..i had three kids...an older daughter...she was harried and i gave her the house on Longridge to stay in...it was a total disaster....she left geo. Stevens for Oatis Stephens (?) who was understudy for Jim Ragni in HAIR....Diane reminded me couple weeks ago of the time we took Myrtle Diane's mom to see HAIR in Hollywood and Ragni mooned Myrtle in the audience..got off the stage..walked up the aisle singing let the sunshine in and took off his pants in her face.....Barbara's a good kick off point for my romances...rose-manses? with women....Barbara the Barbarian...what a dummy she turned out to be....cursing Oatis for leaving.her for Heather MacRae...Heather MacRae left Oatis for Woody Allen and was featured in All you ever wanted to know about sex but were afraid to ask..or something like that...."But Barbara" I would argue"YOU'RE the one always screaming FREEDOM..he's just exercizing his "freedom"..."two out of the three kidz with Jan turned out to be jerks....I will go into the details about Andy...he e-mailed me few years back....had written a play ..wanted me to get it to David Geffen because of my "stature" in the biz....I had to laugh..at the time I was with Muggsy Suggs....she was 26..I was 62...you can see her picture on the dot biz site...Jesus painted on her body..large tits....the legend...stare into the eyes of Jesus for the milk of human kindness....organized religion of the judeo-christian pursuasuin has pervaded all my "stuff"...the songs are anthems that are only now being heard thanks to the NET and people bored with Dylan who has completely sold out...I've given out...so I get to win and kick everybody[s assl...you sell out if you have an out to sell...you give out if you have an out to give.....Muggsy and I had just broken down on the highway and were dancing waiting for the AAA....i didn;t feel like I had any stature in the music biz that mattered that day.....now I can't escape it..everyone else is dead....I don't think you have the grasp, Valerie.of events past your own old way of thinking..like..that there is such a thing as "forgiveness"....it's a two sided coin you will admit;..forgiving and fortaking..I am for taking this opportunity for giving you hell and now I will open your eyes to events that a public not just a pubic can hear...you know the old story ..if you love you survive and surpass survival..if you try to make someone jealous..I mean I had no idea you had such feelings for me...I figured we were both on a perpetual rebound..I remember when we first romantically "connected"...we were lying in the back of Bird.my old red VW van...Mac was driving..Mac and Ann our favorite Basil MacDavid...we're still in touch..he tells me the greatest jokes I sell onstage....Chuck slick ass was on one side...you were in the middle..I was on the other side.....I had just finished a concert in Memphis at Memphis State Univ....I thot it was supposed to be a show straight thru and was shocked when they said I had to do two shows...the place was packed...about fifteen hundred people...for the second show I had to wing it almost exclusively and it turned out to be the best show maybe ever//the people stood;;;I mean such a standing ovation..I left the stage and walked straight into your face in the first row and stared at you and you had this shit-eating grin on your face..but then you always had the best way of describing the natural smiles of "all Hollywood" back then as "snarls"....you were way ahead of your time my little Bee starlet//people call me Bee....all my girls are Bee girls.....so Basil was driving down to New Orleans and you turned away from Chuck and we played kissy face all the way down Highway 61 visiting Cosimo Matassas Bar in the French Quarter.....Ann Wood..Basil's girlfriend was the mother of Cindy Wood......Cindy owns Vaughn's Bar in the ninth and.....we took a bath once in Baltimore..we needed one .we were so dirty....Kermit Ruffins and the Bar be cue swingers play there every Thursday//he imitates Louie Louie Louie....the song about bathing with Cindy is on this album I have to complete Dylan's idea of "Bringin' it all back home:"..mine is Bringin' it all black ho' ........Christ Valerie...we're back together...like Jesus said ..something about...being re-untied with family in heaven..who knows..the point is...I was exhausted from so much romancing and so by the time WE..you and I connected..Christ weren't YOU exhausted too..??? apparently not..I mean you REALLY hit bottom..I could NEVER have any regard for Nick but hadn't learned yet that the ARTIST IS THE PRODUCER...Michael Nesmith dropped THAT one on me when he produced (financed) my seventh album Roast Beef.....Nik could NEVER see the GENUIS ( always put "U" first)..the GENUIS in Uncle Jesus and Auntie Christ...christ NO ONE COULD..only NOW are people starting to "catch on" to stuff said on albums forty years ago....it's between Helen Reddy and me for domination of the world songwise between man and woman.......bold statement there..but in sho biz there's always going to be that "couplin" system..that's what's got the Muslims phucked up with my coming as the Second Christing of Come....don;t try to absorb or drink all this in at one hearing..just break down Helen Reddy to HELL AND READY and see where women said..or SHE said "I am strong I am invincible....hey wait a minute ..no one;s invincible..so here I am.the MAN.that's my song from The Thorn....bringing everybody together..just waiting for the time when there is a NET that EVERYONE can be caught in//like Jesus said, "CAST your NET on the other side.." hey make that UDDER side and capture all the cows....if you have a bitch about anything I get ALL the bitches...who the hell is Michael McLean...good thing he isn't privy to this e-mail..I'll kick his dumb ass.the THORN and Children of Light are e-merging as the greatest albums inarguably of thr sixties...all the rest are group mish mash attempts at individuality;;as Tiny Tim observed when he first heard the Thorn in Oct 1968.."Hmm..mister Rose..it's between you and Mister Dylan...." now that dylan's dead.. of course old people like you will always have affection for dylan;'s songs..but lately he's been doing commercials so he and they don;'t really count when you consider religion and the struggle with Islam which you don't.....you'll enjoy where all this is going...and I'm sure you'll keep reading my web sites...there's Joe and Naked Natalie on Biffrose.com...let's see..ah yes..women...i don;t understand your lumping thorn and jan and terry and etc..all that "stuff" in some kind of "loss" column..so Andy e-mails me cuz he's written this play he wants me to get to Geffen....cuz Geffen writes in The Rise and Rise of David Geffen page 23 how "Biff Rose was my first musical signing in Hollywood". I never signed anything with Geffen and I have to raise everybody on the planet to tell the truth so Phuck Andy he's an ass hole and not my son at all...if you want money,fame,power,glory..then I get to kick your ass....Jan said that last time when I called to speak to the kids.."They're not allowed to see you and I wish you were dead." and "keep sending the check, Buster." Fortunately she's Czechoclovakian so I keep sending the CZECH just to BUST'er...Christ poetry has saved me from sharper chicks than that Slav...all these chicks who come back apologizing....you're the first....they'll all be getting in line.but it won;'t do any good;;sins against the spirit are NOT forgiven...as the old saw goes..in THIS life or the next....but hey since we all heard Jesus forgave all the sins..then there must be only SCENES for the Second Coming which is electrical and musical not personal....you're not forgiven, Valerie...I loved you and still do... there's nothing really to forgive....I just couldn't give ALL my love except to the Barbarian.;Barbara I see now represented the FIRST of the coming Barbarian...the woman's Lib.the Feminist that would be INVINCIBLE or try to "dominate" "something:.....tsk tsk tsk..they all fall for inferior men, boys really..and have desperately sad experiences...the Niks of the world die....Nik told me once he had no style..boy was that ever true....no substance either...I feel you earned all the sadness you've been thru and the bad talk in the street..the hatred I canot abide...when I hear Sevah talk what can I say.he wasn't there/when I hear about "little nick"..I say..but...or I will say..WILL SAY..hey wait a minute Valerie Kayries, ,my little Ly-MOOT-yeh..is my little STAR..she will always be the most BEAUTIFUL and street savvy of the lot....she could play that Heidi Fleiss game without having to suffer the fame of Dr. Fleiss's daughtrer....Quick was delivered by Dr. Fleiss...he had a dull knife for the circumcision and phucked up the kids dick...but apparently his wife, Mama J isn't complaning and the kids Emma and Jake make me know I haven't missed a thing what with Jan trying to control "the family"....harumph...but then how did you EXPECT the second Christing of come to be coming all over you.....electrically...musically....and then there was the time.....and as for "losing" the house..I didn't "LOSE" the house..I ABANDONED the house after David Geffen's brother Mitch Geffen took a lien out on the house when I had it sold...some Long Beach court trial over a failed appearance on my part..I was always on the road...sending money to Jan and Diane and feeding Mac and a whole host of barmaids.....earlier I wanted a divorce and David Geffen said, "See my brother Mitch(1965)"....Mitch said he'd charge me two hundred and fifty dollars and that I wouldn't have to pay alimony only child suport///but hey I was making money I didn't mind giving it to Jan...Mitch Geffen was so dis honest I had a better marriage with Jan..he helped hold my marriage to Jan together another two years...I dropped the lawsuit and figured he'd send me a bill for a hundred maybe...instead he sent a bill for seven hundred and fifty dollars..for a divorce and advice on opening a bar..that's when I saw how Hollywood works...see a lawyer and know that the meter is running,,,,,who needs that? I tell the truth...the Geffens are liars and there is a religious war going on...Geffen asked me "How do you smoke pot" in 1965 ..I said suck..he did...came out...sucked in the Clintons ..blew them off..sucked in Barack Obama...the OBAMA-nation now created with the jewish Hollywood cartel amuses me to the point where I see why HITLERS arise and my "poem" now featured on my dot biz web site begins.."My heart goes out to Hitler.." before it's over....the State of Israel will cease to exist.....or as Mutt Cohen ...Zappa's manager said to Birdie Zell, agent..in a Hollywood elevator years ago, "There's going to be a pogrom.." ..well.you can't tell the players without a pogrom....see my musical Hitler on the Roof where I write the songs that make Barry Manilow shut up..and all the jewish chicks are sent to the Concentration cramp....
it always amazes me how people see the world thru their own narrow vision when i feel a world so much bigger ever emerging but hey those are generalities.....it's good to be true and the kind of honesty that propelled me into saying Barbara was the love of my life keeps me sane..it was lovelust beginning in 1962 and because the marriage "codes" were intact..she was married to Geo. Stevens...free love didn't kick in till 1965 and the pill and the Interstate being finished so everyone could leave home..that is unless you were black forever and so had no codes of family life like strict white colored people....the idea of honesty has saved me...i remember when Jan told me in new york,1965 "I've been seeing a guy at work"...and I told her in Hollywood ,"I've been seeing twenty one women at play." The difference wasn't between faithfulness or unfaithfulness but between WORK and PLAY...she felt guilty..I felt joyed..in fact I see most of all the women I've ever "known"....their kids have been raised on my music...it's funny you talk about "loss"...I never saw it that way...I don;t feel I've ever "lost" anything...I mean don't lost and found go together???....now that I've found you writing legibly and coherently and with a humor about you...what have I lost? You were the most beautiful of that house of Cherie, Diane ,you and two Afghans..but unreachable...plus my desire for Barbara was coming to fruition as she had three kids...an older daughter..i had three kids...an older daughter...she was harried and i gave her the house on Longridge to stay in...it was a total disaster....she left geo. Stevens for Oatis Stephens (?) who was understudy for Jim Ragni in HAIR....Diane reminded me couple weeks ago of the time we took Myrtle Diane's mom to see HAIR in Hollywood and Ragni mooned Myrtle in the audience..got off the stage..walked up the aisle singing let the sunshine in and took off his pants in her face.....Barbara's a good kick off point for my romances...rose-manses? with women....Barbara the Barbarian...what a dummy she turned out to be....cursing Oatis for leaving.her for Heather MacRae...Heather MacRae left Oatis for Woody Allen and was featured in All you ever wanted to know about sex but were afraid to ask..or something like that...."But Barbara" I would argue"YOU'RE the one always screaming FREEDOM..he's just exercizing his "freedom"..."two out of the three kidz with Jan turned out to be jerks....I will go into the details about Andy...he e-mailed me few years back....had written a play ..wanted me to get it to David Geffen because of my "stature" in the biz....I had to laugh..at the time I was with Muggsy Suggs....she was 26..I was 62...you can see her picture on the dot biz site...Jesus painted on her body..large tits....the legend...stare into the eyes of Jesus for the milk of human kindness....organized religion of the judeo-christian pursuasuin has pervaded all my "stuff"...the songs are anthems that are only now being heard thanks to the NET and people bored with Dylan who has completely sold out...I've given out...so I get to win and kick everybody[s assl...you sell out if you have an out to sell...you give out if you have an out to give.....Muggsy and I had just broken down on the highway and were dancing waiting for the AAA....i didn;t feel like I had any stature in the music biz that mattered that day.....now I can't escape it..everyone else is dead....I don't think you have the grasp, Valerie.of events past your own old way of thinking..like..that there is such a thing as "forgiveness"....it's a two sided coin you will admit;..forgiving and fortaking..I am for taking this opportunity for giving you hell and now I will open your eyes to events that a public not just a pubic can hear...you know the old story ..if you love you survive and surpass survival..if you try to make someone jealous..I mean I had no idea you had such feelings for me...I figured we were both on a perpetual rebound..I remember when we first romantically "connected"...we were lying in the back of Bird.my old red VW van...Mac was driving..Mac and Ann our favorite Basil MacDavid...we're still in touch..he tells me the greatest jokes I sell onstage....Chuck slick ass was on one side...you were in the middle..I was on the other side.....I had just finished a concert in Memphis at Memphis State Univ....I thot it was supposed to be a show straight thru and was shocked when they said I had to do two shows...the place was packed...about fifteen hundred people...for the second show I had to wing it almost exclusively and it turned out to be the best show maybe ever//the people stood;;;I mean such a standing ovation..I left the stage and walked straight into your face in the first row and stared at you and you had this shit-eating grin on your face..but then you always had the best way of describing the natural smiles of "all Hollywood" back then as "snarls"....you were way ahead of your time my little Bee starlet//people call me Bee....all my girls are Bee girls.....so Basil was driving down to New Orleans and you turned away from Chuck and we played kissy face all the way down Highway 61 visiting Cosimo Matassas Bar in the French Quarter.....Ann Wood..Basil's girlfriend was the mother of Cindy Wood......Cindy owns Vaughn's Bar in the ninth and.....we took a bath once in Baltimore..we needed one .we were so dirty....Kermit Ruffins and the Bar be cue swingers play there every Thursday//he imitates Louie Louie Louie....the song about bathing with Cindy is on this album I have to complete Dylan's idea of "Bringin' it all back home:"..mine is Bringin' it all black ho' ........Christ Valerie...we're back together...like Jesus said ..something about...being re-untied with family in heaven..who knows..the point is...I was exhausted from so much romancing and so by the time WE..you and I connected..Christ weren't YOU exhausted too..??? apparently not..I mean you REALLY hit bottom..I could NEVER have any regard for Nick but hadn't learned yet that the ARTIST IS THE PRODUCER...Michael Nesmith dropped THAT one on me when he produced (financed) my seventh album Roast Beef.....Nik could NEVER see the GENUIS ( always put "U" first)..the GENUIS in Uncle Jesus and Auntie Christ...christ NO ONE COULD..only NOW are people starting to "catch on" to stuff said on albums forty years ago....it's between Helen Reddy and me for domination of the world songwise between man and woman.......bold statement there..but in sho biz there's always going to be that "couplin" system..that's what's got the Muslims phucked up with my coming as the Second Christing of Come....don;t try to absorb or drink all this in at one hearing..just break down Helen Reddy to HELL AND READY and see where women said..or SHE said "I am strong I am invincible....hey wait a minute ..no one;s invincible..so here I am.the MAN.that's my song from The Thorn....bringing everybody together..just waiting for the time when there is a NET that EVERYONE can be caught in//like Jesus said, "CAST your NET on the other side.." hey make that UDDER side and capture all the cows....if you have a bitch about anything I get ALL the bitches...who the hell is Michael McLean...good thing he isn't privy to this e-mail..I'll kick his dumb ass.the THORN and Children of Light are e-merging as the greatest albums inarguably of thr sixties...all the rest are group mish mash attempts at individuality;;as Tiny Tim observed when he first heard the Thorn in Oct 1968.."Hmm..mister Rose..it's between you and Mister Dylan...." now that dylan's dead.. of course old people like you will always have affection for dylan;'s songs..but lately he's been doing commercials so he and they don;'t really count when you consider religion and the struggle with Islam which you don't.....you'll enjoy where all this is going...and I'm sure you'll keep reading my web sites...there's Joe and Naked Natalie on Biffrose.com...let's see..ah yes..women...i don;t understand your lumping thorn and jan and terry and etc..all that "stuff" in some kind of "loss" column..so Andy e-mails me cuz he's written this play he wants me to get to Geffen....cuz Geffen writes in The Rise and Rise of David Geffen page 23 how "Biff Rose was my first musical signing in Hollywood". I never signed anything with Geffen and I have to raise everybody on the planet to tell the truth so Phuck Andy he's an ass hole and not my son at all...if you want money,fame,power,glory..then I get to kick your ass....Jan said that last time when I called to speak to the kids.."They're not allowed to see you and I wish you were dead." and "keep sending the check, Buster." Fortunately she's Czechoclovakian so I keep sending the CZECH just to BUST'er...Christ poetry has saved me from sharper chicks than that Slav...all these chicks who come back apologizing....you're the first....they'll all be getting in line.but it won;'t do any good;;sins against the spirit are NOT forgiven...as the old saw goes..in THIS life or the next....but hey since we all heard Jesus forgave all the sins..then there must be only SCENES for the Second Coming which is electrical and musical not personal....you're not forgiven, Valerie...I loved you and still do... there's nothing really to forgive....I just couldn't give ALL my love except to the Barbarian.;Barbara I see now represented the FIRST of the coming Barbarian...the woman's Lib.the Feminist that would be INVINCIBLE or try to "dominate" "something:.....tsk tsk tsk..they all fall for inferior men, boys really..and have desperately sad experiences...the Niks of the world die....Nik told me once he had no style..boy was that ever true....no substance either...I feel you earned all the sadness you've been thru and the bad talk in the street..the hatred I canot abide...when I hear Sevah talk what can I say.he wasn't there/when I hear about "little nick"..I say..but...or I will say..WILL SAY..hey wait a minute Valerie Kayries, ,my little Ly-MOOT-yeh..is my little STAR..she will always be the most BEAUTIFUL and street savvy of the lot....she could play that Heidi Fleiss game without having to suffer the fame of Dr. Fleiss's daughtrer....Quick was delivered by Dr. Fleiss...he had a dull knife for the circumcision and phucked up the kids dick...but apparently his wife, Mama J isn't complaning and the kids Emma and Jake make me know I haven't missed a thing what with Jan trying to control "the family"....harumph...but then how did you EXPECT the second Christing of come to be coming all over you.....electrically...musically....and then there was the time.....and as for "losing" the house..I didn't "LOSE" the house..I ABANDONED the house after David Geffen's brother Mitch Geffen took a lien out on the house when I had it sold...some Long Beach court trial over a failed appearance on my part..I was always on the road...sending money to Jan and Diane and feeding Mac and a whole host of barmaids.....earlier I wanted a divorce and David Geffen said, "See my brother Mitch(1965)"....Mitch said he'd charge me two hundred and fifty dollars and that I wouldn't have to pay alimony only child suport///but hey I was making money I didn't mind giving it to Jan...Mitch Geffen was so dis honest I had a better marriage with Jan..he helped hold my marriage to Jan together another two years...I dropped the lawsuit and figured he'd send me a bill for a hundred maybe...instead he sent a bill for seven hundred and fifty dollars..for a divorce and advice on opening a bar..that's when I saw how Hollywood works...see a lawyer and know that the meter is running,,,,,who needs that? I tell the truth...the Geffens are liars and there is a religious war going on...Geffen asked me "How do you smoke pot" in 1965 ..I said suck..he did...came out...sucked in the Clintons ..blew them off..sucked in Barack Obama...the OBAMA-nation now created with the jewish Hollywood cartel amuses me to the point where I see why HITLERS arise and my "poem" now featured on my dot biz web site begins.."My heart goes out to Hitler.." before it's over....the State of Israel will cease to exist.....or as Mutt Cohen ...Zappa's manager said to Birdie Zell, agent..in a Hollywood elevator years ago, "There's going to be a pogrom.." ..well.you can't tell the players without a pogrom....see my musical Hitler on the Roof where I write the songs that make Barry Manilow shut up..and all the jewish chicks are sent to the Concentration cramp....